Hoping He'll be by My Side

Hoping He'll Be by My Side

Facing my own sickness is hurting
Knowing that he doesn't even accompany me
Not even saying "It's gonna be all right"
Leaving me in agony

I know I can be strong if he's by my side
But,no he ain't gonna be here
I know I shall be okay if he's hugging me
But, no he just leave

After all these years
After all the tears
He just can't see me fragile
He just leave me in pain

The way he treats me like this
Letting me know that he doesn't care
The way he avoiding me
Letting me know that he doesn't love me anymore

I am sick, but I can face it
What makes me even hurting
Is the way he left me alone
It's the agony I have

Sick

Sick

As you see that I am not a normal woman
Always without any reason I get weak
All of a sudden sickness comes and goes
You see now you don't understand

I won't be any good for you
But yet I can't ask you to go
Should've been over it now
Still I'm holding on

I know I can't be any good of you
Yet I remain silenced
Letting you go I have to
I'd better be off without you

New Sheets

New Sheets

Wondering the life before
Young and free
Jumping around the shore
Not afraid to flee

Has it been the hope that stays
Have they noticed me?
More of words that I say
Don't even know what it means to me

I'm trying to take a new sheet to fill
New days of laugh and joy
Hopes and dreams to build
Having a boat to row

Not young anymore I know
Must start to think ahead
Fill the sheets on my own
Reach the dreams I had